I don’t want a list of qualities I have to check off to find my “dream guy”. All I want is to be with someone who doesn’t make me feel like I have to hide any parts of myself. Someone who accepts me as a whole and understands that it’s not all pretty, but it’s real and it’s what makes me all that I am. I want someone who thinks my passion and vulnerability is what makes me beautiful. I want someone who is afraid of losing me, but understands that he never will because I love him too much to walk away. I want someone who encourages me, someone who motivates me, and someone who pushes me to do/be my best and then some. I want someone who understands that perfection is to be forever strived for and never attained. I want someone who is humble enough to apologize when he makes mistakes and understanding enough to forgive when I mess up. I want to be with someone who wants to be there for me on the hard days just as much as he wants to be with me on the good days. I want someone who will grow alongside of me spiritually and someone who will love me with a deep, vulnerable, intense, honest, gentle, tough, patient type of love. I want someone who will truly, truly love me until the day I die; through all of it. That’s exactly what I want and that’s exactly what I want to give.